The end of self-betrayal
I do not betray myself any longer.
No matter how sad that might be for anyone else.
I allow myself to choose me.
I have done this for far too long.
Doing my best in order to satisfy other’s needs.
To meet up to other’s expectations.
Leaving myself in the cold.
Keeping busy with making others happy.
And forgetting myself.
I have learned now.
The most important person to keep happy.
Is me.
By embracing and taking care of myself,
I can embrace and take care of others.
If I can make myself happy.
I can be happy with you.
We can co-travel to our own happiness.
But we cannot give that to one another.
I have learned that when I honor myself.
When I allow myself to feel what I feel.
When I intergrade my shadow sides.
When I embrace my own light.
Then. And only then.
I can invite others into my space,
of wholeness,
of happiness,
